Waning

Phuang Malai (Jasmine Garland)

I could never put words when I received this garland from a favourite student of mine at the end of the school year last June. I was told that the intricacies of the design and craftmanship that took for this beautiful piece tells them that this is an exquisitely expensive gift.  

As a teacher of many years, this is the first time I got something more than wrapped boxes or thank you cards.  Getting one meant a lot since the garland signified a respectful honour to me as a teacher. It was truly a blessing.

Last month was my teaching anniversary. My journey as a teacher is now faced with fatigue.  It might be life itself and not the vocation I chose but I am already feeling the toil of having to start anew every brand new school year while nurturing and guiding the children 'jump' out of their shells.  

I always ask the purpose of my existence, and then what being a teacher gives me. It dawned on me through hearsays during the summer and before the start of the school year that I am truly loved by many.  I am blessed to have been given trust by hundreds of families while instilling in me their sincerest gratitude whenever I meet them. 

Maybe my walk will be adourned by garlands in the coming years and I would be grateful.  Maybe the love could bring me strength to continue as a dedicated educator.  Maybe the respect I earn from giving a child see his or her potentials can propel me further. 

As the beautiful jasmine garland takes four elements in its creation: proportion, skill, colour and freshness; may my life as an educator be guided by four elements as well: balance, knowledge, patience and a fresh attitude.