being thankful

Being thankful.

As there are many things I need to be thankful for, another post would finally seal the gratitude I am feeling in my heart.

Family. It started when my youngest brother reached out for us to reconnect once again during the pandemic and when I went back home last 2023, it was very encouraging to see most of them and be able to talk online with other cousins from different parts of the world. I also became closer, again, to one long-lost cousin who came to visit me last year. 

Friends. There had been those who left but for those who stayed, we reconnected as well. My two great friends from Australia and the Philippines who came to visit me during my turbulent year hold the most weight in my heart. And for the last three bloggers that I still chat with, I am forever in love with your wisdom and friendships. For those who passed away, Mia and Joan, I miss you with all my heart. For those who still find time to say their hellos, and friends for high school, my utmost sincerest gratitude. 

Career. Up and down with teaching and losing purpose and sight, I continued to struggle but with the help and support of different individuals, I got back my strength and foresight to continue my journey as an educator. Love the students who came back to say their goodbyes and thanks. Love the students that I continue to nurture after school. But love the parents who continue to believe that I am by far, the only one who has a unique and individual special style of teaching. 

Personal Life. I am blessed as no other challenges came after the great depression. I became more aware of my feelings and how to protect them. I also have some financial challenges but things are working far better compared to the past years. Though I am no longer able to travel like before, I still travel locally regularly and can save on the side. I also have my garden which is where I find solace and peace after work. Though I lost my dog, she is forever etched in my heart. 

Spiritual Life. I remembered a day when I was walking down the market thinking of what to do next as I lost my tutorials and suddenly met a former parent and asked to teach her children plus her neighbours. God was listening and is listening to my prayers. He is my source of strength and is helping me find my purpose. 

Just like how bright and cheery the Hoya flowers are, life continues to shine in a positive direction. Thank you to the universe for making it better.