To Burn Everything Of Me

  

I know it had been a short journey but tumultuous in terms of my emotional stability.  It was like a roller coaster ride.

I became a different person in many aspects, both good and bad. I changed myself, re-invented not, but turned away from some of what made me unique from others.

I hoped for many things.  I planned for the future.  I directed myself to be more positive about what was to happen next.  But I was always told to be realistic and practical.  That this was just temporary.  And I became selfish as a person.

It was time since I could feel the changes in you.  And as I was to plunge myself further into the fire to burn everything of Me, I realized I needed to save myself.

Thank you for everything.  It was indeed great, but it could have been greater.

Written on April 2018. Posted as a kept diary in the future.